A NEW DECISION. A NEW JOURNEY. A NEW CHALLENGE. A NEW STRENGTH.

This is from my facebook account. This note is special to me, that's why i would like to share this to my blog.

Those words above are the words that i have realized lately. Maybe some of you wonder why i'm still doing this (the teaching career), when my last note was about saying goodbye to the institution.

It took me months to create this note that you're reading right now. Why so long? because i can hardly face all of you. Maybe because i felt a little shame because i have this very long note saying goodbye to dnsc and all those stuffs that i wrote, but then here comes first semester of school year 2010-2011 and i'm still here.

A friend of mine was a little upset because of this changed-decision. He was expecting that i'll be out in dnsc and i'll do some another stuff like serving and/or giving all my time to the Most High. Then i told him, the very simple answer why i changed my decision is that, I CAN'T ESCAPE FROM LOVING THE TEACHING PROFESSION. I have no idea that I'll love this profession. When i pass my resume to the HR it was just a playful decision. Murag char-char lang. But in my one year of doing this job, the love for it has grown into me.

In this very special moment in my life, i'd like you to know that i am HAPPY in my decision. i LOVE doing this. and i will TREASURE this opportunity in my entire life. Part of this decision is a PROMISE that i will not put Jehovah God in the next priorities in my life. HE is still the number one priority. That's why i will still PURSUE my pioneering and at the same time PURSUE my teaching career.

My decision only proves that it is really true that you can't predict what's in the future.
Change is always an option.

This new decision will lead me to a new journey, new challenges to face, and new strength to hold on to face all the hindrances/struggles that i will be encountering.


SPREAD LOVE. ♥♡♥


I cannot promise though that this will be my career for the rest of my life. As I've said, change is always an option for me. So if ever there will be again a change of my decisions, I'll assure myself that it will be for my betterment.

FIRST TIME :)

A friend introduce me to this site and fortunately i happen to like it. Now let me try to do this in my own little way. I am not expecting of anything from the readers of my blog. I just wanna share. Hope ya'll enjoy :)

Blogging... What does blogging really mean? Is it a way of telling others about your day-to-day activities? Is it a sign that you want to publicized your life? Or is it just about sharing your happiness and sadness to release all your feelings inside? Well for me, i would choose the latter sentence.

It's not my way of telling everyone about my life. It's not about letting everyone invade my private life. It is just about expressing all of these emotions inside from different experiences and happenings of my life. Someone told me, to be able to release all the unexplainable feelings you have to tell it to somebody. Unfortunately, I am not the kind of person who is good in telling stories or sharing through verbal means. I am more on the writing part. So I guess, blogging would be a nice way to do it.

I am not saying all my coming blogs will be all about my blah blah blah in life. I mean, those emotional part of my life. Though I can foresee already that I might include those, but I can assure you that my blog will be fun. Honestly, I have no idea what will be my next blog. hahahaha. I have so much in mind. tsk3. 

I hope I made this blog good and appreciable, even if it is my FIRST TIME :)